Sunday, August 27, 2006

Chaos

My life for the past 45 days or so has been chaotic at best. Things turned upside down, inside out and any which way imaginable. At times I feel like I can't catch my breath. Other times I feel like I am at the very end of my rope. It's scary, it's hard, it's life and currently, it sucks. But I am pushing on and focusing on the good things the future (hopefully) holds. Or at least I am trying to. When you are in the midst of the suck it's hard to be all positive. Let's just say I am really trying to focus on good stuff, wherever it may be.

I am still trying to figure out if I should return to blogging full time. I ,at times, miss it, and at others am glad my life is mine again. No one knows the inner thoughts but me. But these days, when my brain is spinning 145 mph, I need some kind of outlet. Trying to decide if this is it...I'll let you know. Especially as the address will surely change and there will be a password of some sort involved.

Word.

7 comments:

Mel said...

im glad to see you're back briefly, but sad to hear things are sucking out of control. as my good ole mom would say, this too shall pass. good luck.

Crazybeautiful said...

I'm glad that your back, I really liked reading your blog on a regular bases. Whatever you decided the best of luck.

gamerbri said...

for sure it's good to have you blogging even just this little bit. Life is always in a state of change otherwise it's just death. just stay strong and like mal's mom said this too will pass.

Anonymous said...

please come back

karen said...

sorry things are so crazy. we do miss you out here though.

Marnie said...

For whatever it's worth, I think you should never have to explain when and why you blog. It's not like paying bills, you should do it when and for whatever reason you want, no questions asked. As soon as you feel like you "have" to do it, it's not fun anymore.

But best of luck setting up the new blog, if you do.

mel said...

I really hope you choose to return. I miss you...even if I don't know you. Don't do anything that is not good for you though. I hope everything is ok.